Nowhere

In the midst of chaos, I wanna be nowhere. Where people would come to just give memories, I wanna be nowhere. Longing on people, who went and still thinking of what went wrong, is it the game of detachment? Relations in different forms, love was not less either friends or more than friends. When its hard to adjust, I want to fade like the sun does in the evening, yet its still so beautiful.

There were rains, some cloudy days, yet the sun did shine, stars did visit and moon shared it’s presence in different shapes. The temple to worship is within, in every inches of the formation of this beautiful soul, never did I know. Purity in different forms, yet forget to smile. It’s today and may be tomorrow. We are holding hands today might be sharing life with some other tomorrow. Some unknown, some one whom we don’t even know exists. I see happiness, people who chose to live life. Who kept on moving forward.

They said to love hard, but never to love from a distance. They said to be selfless but to not love self. They said to look pretty but not to be pretty. They said to smile, yet not laugh loud. They said to have ages for everything but never did anyone teach to follow the gut feeling. They said to be strong but no one taught it was okay to seek help.

They told about taboos, but not about hypocrisy.

The child didn’t know about claiming the purity of water with her touch. She definitely heard about equality. The part of her boundaries were taught, since the day she started to make choices. It was limited. Yet, she dreamt to touch the sky. Never did anyone say, her part of the world was already defined before she even came to life.

It’s real and rare. Sometimes it’s the bitter truth. They made stories to help the child adjust with stories but they wanted it to be accepted.

It’s a crowd, yet so congested. I wanna be nowhere in the boundaries and limitations, where they decided my share of world before I was even here.

We are just HUMAN.