I feel lost!
I feel lost, even in the crowds of people,
Everyone smiles but I can’t
To the world of fake praises and made smiles,
They say, “You can’t fit”.
Yes, I ain’t able to.
They backbite yet, smile with the same,
I see all the false bonds,
yet I am silent.
Silently depressed, frustrated and amazed,
How do people manage?
I don’t wanna “WAKE UP”,
Cause I need to head to office,
Again, one more fake smile.
Unhealthy Competition,
Everyone's in the race,
Yet, I am no where.
Perfect: What’s perfect?
I wanna remain Imperfect,
If it’s just about being liked.
They said, “SPEAK UP”,
But, where is the voice heard?
I spoke and I was made shut.
Is it because I am a girl
Or a human with too much of emotions?
They manage, but I can’t
I panic, yet they smile,
Oh Damn! I am not being able to smile.
My friend says, you have lost your charm,
Which charm?
Charm I carried in the stage? Or while clicking pictures?
Oh yeas,
The aura of speaking without fear,
but I swear I can’t today.
I don’t wanna come to this place,
This place : My friend’s know
My parent’s know,
I feel less, and unwanted
Ugghhh,
Am I complaining too much?
Innocence sometimes is a sin,
when you are dumb, with a perfect vocal cord,
with judgements people pass,
can someone give me a ignorance class?
No one’s bad but they are a badass.
My creativity all fucked up,
where is the excel knowledge to the mark?
They use functions, less excel and more criticisms,
brainwash and keep us on a race.
Do I need a pace?
I feel lost.
To be continued……