When days were brighter,

light no longer stayed,

within me and my hopes.

Today, things are not as

they used to be before,

messed up.

It still aches my heart,

when I remember how

we ended up.

It’s been so long since,

we met,

things all rumbled up.

I didn’t start to unlove you,

it’s just that,

I was scared of losing my selves,


-Prasuma ❤

Dear love,

Happy Valentines Day! ❤

Far from physical world, somewhere the only instance of you and I being alive is what makes my heart believe in the miracles of meeting you someday.

That day, I will hold your hands, and walk through those dusty meadows like it’s our’s and only our’s, I still get goose bumps. Tightly in your arms, listening to the beat of your heart like it’s my only love rhythm.

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You are someone to whom I wake up to. Our soul being alive and connected, the bond that exists is something I can’t say, relate to…

Dear, dear you. 🍀

I know haah you know you are going to age, your birthdays in excitement, may you be granted with the best phase of your times ahead. I don’t know how was this year for you, I even can’t relate to, I can wish all the best for all your endeavor’s.

Happy birthday to youuuu!!!Many many many many times. More wishes ❤

We learn and we grow yeaa, we become mature by the way we think and look at things, as long as we stop reacting and start responding, thinking about things from both the perspectives, I…

It’s happy new year, and how can I not wish you a happy new year. Thanks for being my favorite part of 2020, things now are different I know and it’s perfectly okay. You somewhere being happy chappy in your own life, wonders in your days, I just want to pass some good vibes for good year ahead for you.

You are a sweetheart ❤ 2021, may this year bring all your wishes come true, and more bliss, charm in your days.


Dear 2021,

I now bid a farewell to 2020, and am ready for every challenges, times and happy phases to accept in 2021 as mine. As a whole, I from the core of my heart welcome you dear 2021.

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2020 was different, somewhere between the corners of my room, in a device, I had to reschedule my plans and purposes, but the best part is GOAL was no different. I saw my parents suffer, the crisis of emotions, money and wellbeing. I saw a time where we would wake up to the same schedule, and see every person changing paths…

So what’s toxic relationship? I have been in different bonds with many people out there and always felt every one of them is very special and unique.

After a recent incident I realised something or I got stuck into something! It really hurts when people you prioritise don’t wanna be with you anymore right? But sometimes we can’t feel the bond. The attachment of you feeling the deepest bonds for someone, it’s really different how someone feels and it’s their perspective of living life which I totally agree with. …

Date: 22nd December 2020

Time: 5:50 p.m evening

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Can I be yours for a day?👑

I wanna catch your hand


Gently kiss your lips

In a dismay,

I wanna lean on your shoulders

the whole day!🦋

To your warmth,

I have missed

These 10 months

I know,

How days have been!😔

Without you,

I feel lifeless

Can you awake me for a day?😊

A year before on this day

You and I

talked for hours!🥰

I so want my first wish

to be yours


Can you feel that connection?🐙

I know, things are not the same



Dear life,

I got 26 days for my Cap2 exams and I am not done with a single group. Our classes are still running for group one, where the another group is about to finish. I was taking group one classes and at one moment I felt like: what am I doing with my life? Not being able to manage what am I going to do next, this is surreal. I felt so messed up.

From today, I thought of not taking my online classes for group 1. And thought of going only for group 2 for this attempt. Everything's…

It’s Wednesday, one of my favourite days of the week. It’s 6:18 p.m. in Nepal, and I was supposed to have my online classes. My lecture has been delayed, due to short of electricity in my teachers place. He has told to inform us, but has not said anything yet. Some days to go for exams, and sometimes I loose my nerves, I don’t know why. …

Prasuma Magarati (With my flaws)

I see different colours in the sky, every other day. Well, I choose to live, what about you?

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